Yesterday a part of me died, but I will always love and support Junno. He wouldn't have gone this way, if he really had another choice! Thats something we all got to be aware of, please! His heart bleeds and hurts as much as Kame's, Ueda's, Maru's and all Hyphens haerts too. He said he will give his best as a KAT-TUN Member till the very last day. I trully believe him that he will do so. I hope all hyphens will keep supporting him in the way they support Kame, Ueda and Maru too. As a Junno fan I want to enjoy fandom till his very last day and after that too. Hope Hyphens don't make it difficult for us Junno fans and for Junno himself to do that, cause we too and Junno love KAT-TUN the same. I've read too many negative comments against him, that really got into me and made me heartbroken and cry. I'm very thankful and deeply appreciate all supportive comments towards Junno and myself, which I got in the past hours from my fandom friends and even ppl. I didn't know before.*hugs you all* I don't know what will happen in the future, no one knows that, but I want to think positively and hope everything turns good for all of us. I just hope he doesen't disappear totally from the public eye.That would really kill me. The past two sentences sounded very selfish right! Junno is blamed to be selfish too, just no one sees that we are all selfish in one way or the other too, therefore please don't grudge someone something you're doing or are being yourself too. Junno is still there for us, therefore please let us be there for Junno, the same way as for Kame, Ueda and Maru. Please don't strike/edit him out from group pics, wiki's and more importantly don't strike him out from your hearts and lifes! Sunday will be his 30th Birthday, I hope we can show him at least one last time how thankful we are and how much we appreciate him for the past 14 years being a precious and very Important KAT-TUN Member, who did everything to give us so much Happiness, Smiles, Love and Nosebleeds too, since he entered the Jimusho in Mai 1999. He often not to say mostly took his own wishes and needs back for the sake of the Group. We all know that. There is no need for big graphics or therelike just a little "thank you Junno" says more than anything else imo. I suggest we take that as hashtag, if you guys don't mind.
As last but not least I myself wanna thank him, I know those wont be my last words or thank you words to him. Cause I can never forget the guy who gave me so much Love in Return without even knowing me and yes I can't believe myself I'm saying that from a person I never met myself and most likely will never meet him either, but it's just the truth. Thats the Impact Junno has and the Person Junno is. He is KT's and ours mood maker. I call him our Happy pill cause he makes us smile again when we're down. I my case he is the reason why I became a KAT-TUN fan in the first place and started to love their Music. I didn't know anything about them or Johnny's at all and I would've never If it wasn't for Junno.
So therefore thank you Junno <3 for all the love you gave us/me! I love you from the bottom of my Heart. Nothing will or can ever change that. You will always have that special place in my heart. Please be happy and healthy and pursue your own dreams. Please never change, because in my eyes you're just perfect the way you are! You were and always are my sunshine smiling angel, who always made my day even in the darkest hours. I can't thank you enough for all the happiness and smiles you gave me.
Sorry this got so long, please bear with me, it took all my courage to write this down. m(_ _)m